cant sleep. not good. obsessing over a single song at least. work in 5 hours. not good

listening to Are U With Me? a dozen more times while i think of how badly i want to shoot footage of cool places me and my friends im growing distant from have been. aye https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😔" title="Nachdenkliches Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Nachdenkliches Gesicht">

maybe internet break for few days need to get the water outta my eyes

terrified of going blind, feels like every month my vision is worse

dont know how id live like that i just dont know what

its too bad i have annoying historian values and dont ever like deleting my own tweets cuz this thread kinda poo ngl