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#39;re not all on the same page yet.
                        
                        
                        
                        
                                                
                        
                                                
                     
                    
                                    
                    
                        
                        
                        So I& 
#39;ll whisper the truth to you instead...
I am exhausted Anon.
And the last thing I want is to cause anyone anymore pain.
If my research can be of any use at all to the broader community, seriously, go for it.
I& 
#39;ll link some things in this thread tomorrow.