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I’m stressed as fuck man
I honesty feel like I’m doing everything wrong. When I post something I get so stressed that what if the art was bad or my followers didn’t like the subject of what I drew that isn’t mother...
But not only that but talking to my mutuals tears me to fucking shreds. I suffer with abandonment issues so I’m afraid that if I say something wrong they’ll hate me, however that’s also hard because I have social autism and adhd
I just, I want my art to impress people and to reach out and make friends with other artist I look up to, but talking to people I don’t know is so hard because I don’t know if I’ll accidentally fucking say something that will make them resent me
Like I spam memes related to the conversation it helps me cope and connect with the conversation and just say weird shit, but I’m the past few mutuals found that annoying so I tried to be safe and formal in conversations with other mutuals and they thought I hated them
I don’t know what people want from me anymore at this point, haha
I know this thread is a mess that turns the subject a lot but honestly I’m bad at writing arguments. I just hope maybe someone understands what’s going on
