Maybe if I had been exposed to tracks like WAP as a kid I wouldn’t have gotten numerous yeast infections from compulsively cleaning my pussy because I thought it was dirty and gross

Maybe I wouldn’t have literally burned my pussy skin with Nair because I was SO hyperfixated on having a hairless pussy that smelled like a fucking spring meadow 24/7

Maybe I would have realized that sex wasn’t something done TO me, or something I was to give/offer to men, rather it was an experience I got to take active part in.

Maybe I would have learned to explore my sexuality with curiosity and no shame.

Maybe I would have advocated for my own pleasure and not been scared to set boundaries in regards to both sex and emotional intimacy.

Maybe I would have been able to start viewing myself and my sexuality outside of the male gaze.

Maybe I would have started uplifting other girls rather than tearing them down in order to make me more desirable to boys.