ok vent time

i really need to type my frustration out, i just hate everything rn. im used to everything never going my way but rn even some of my "friends" make me uncomfortable and purposefully misgender me, invalidate me and call me the wrong pronouns, i hate it so much

fr i cannot be with them anymore, they make me feel so miserable,,, today i clearly told them that i wanted to go home, yet they literally interdicted me and insisted on me staying,,, also made fun of me for drinking water, and constantly ignored me when another friend came by,,,

i hate them hate them so much i feel so emotionally and physically drained when im with them, i feel like i only laugh out of politeness ,,,
and they& #39;re making fun of me because i never drink or go out (we& #39;re all 15-16 btw) and constantly mock my preferences ,,

i hate the fact that i& #39;ve known them for literal years and those friendships are probably the longest i& #39;ll ever have but ,, they& #39;re trying to change, and they& #39;ve become more snobbish, offensive and annoying. i want to ditch them so bad but im so afraid

anyways, end of thread cause i wanna sleep. if you read this far then ,,, ily, thanks for staying by, you& #39;re already better than said friends. gn now https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😔" title="Nachdenkliches Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Nachdenkliches Gesicht">