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i want to disappear!!~♡♡
but im also really afraid of death, like its gonna be dark emptiness yk? thats why im still alive lmao >< but if it was proven that there was an after life where i can be happy and at peace ? girl id be dead instantly... ♡
like this is the one chance i get,, i won& #39;t be able to eat my favorite food or laugh at shit i think is funny- thats why im afraid of death, because again- dark emptiness,, damm... but i think if i do end up .. uh offing myself ill prbly come back as a "ghost" or "spirit" bc
id have so much unfinished business
i also would feel guilty if i killed myself for the few people who actually care about me (if they ever found out, which they will) like i ding want them feeling like they couldve done smth to save me or smth like that? idk- anwy thanks for listening <3 gn
sorry for the long thread- i finally get to rant or smth without feeling guilty for talking about myself too much or something? idk :( i dont wanna be a burden on ppl so i just bottle shit up <3 plus ppl dont rlly gaf ab my rants etc <33
this is irrelevant but im putting it i this thread so its basically hidden but im lowest key simping for like 2 of my friends and uhh 
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