Thread by @artfulseoul, The docu that @ARTEde is now showing on TV made me break [...]

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The docu that @ARTEde is now showing on TV made me break down in tears saying the people will never learn that #AllLivesMatter .. My hate against being socially disintegrated can& #39;t ever be that bad to drive into a crowd, push back and their pieces spread through the air..

Mankind will never learn , that any battlefield from small to big environment sacrifices lives and my old soul is devasted to the extend I am aware that only having friends, a partner and kids aka a comfortable surrounding , can save the wonderful me but I don& #39;t have that ...

My situation existed prior corona crisis and I am not exaggerating unlike others , the imbalances but show human abyss now even more and it won& #39;t end soon ...
If I can& #39;t have prior mentioned comfort as a perspective I can& #39;t (live) exist in this world any longer ..

My character, mindset and appearance are good and valuable to be in this world; lovable as well. So it& #39;s not my fault. It& #39;s but there& #39;s no one by my side unlike with whom feels robbed off their liberty that& #39;s a gift of free time.
My depression is me having no chance to live.

I& #39;m not even mad or angry. I& #39;m just very sad.
And I know that I am having much more good facets but such can& #39;t blossom because I& #39;m alone at edge of life.
There& #39;s nothing worse than wanna live but can& #39;t. Have a voice but be muted. Have a point but not being serious.

I end this thread now as I won& #39;t be able to make a difference.
Because who could stand by me? ...only a brave one that values life.

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