I’ve always thought I was living stagnantly but I’ve gone through so many phases of growth & tht makes me a little teeny bit proud of myself

I was so insecure that I just couldn’t bear being me... then I really pushed to being what I wanted to be - physically and that really increased my confidence

everyday for school, my routine would be to put on makeup + dress (what I deem is appealing) bcs if I feel good about myself, I will feel good for the day

I swear as much as I struggle to love myself even more rn, I DID improve immensely https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥺" title="Pleading face" aria-label="Emoji: Pleading face"> this reflection of myself shows how much anything is possible... even though the results are not immediately visible

I’m still ugly but if like you accept that ure ugly then it will make ur life better n easier #trustme