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You know this time in 2017, I was preparing to come check up on you again. I was gonna leave very early on the 9th of Dec to come see you. Cause the last time I saw you, you tried to talk to me but you couldnât get the words out and I tried to make sense of what you wanted to say
I had hoped youâd be able to tell me what it was you wanted to say when I got home. But 4am my bro called, and I just knew, he obviously didnât call to check up on me. I refused to pick his call, then he called again and again. I know you know all these cause you were there.
I knew youâd left, there it is. We werenât close, not really, but I miss you every day, I miss your smile, your jokes, the fact that you try to understand me but I was the one that kept my distance. And I miss your voice, I miss your stories, I miss your laughter.
Then they wrapped you up, but guy you didnât do shit. Like they put u in the ground nd were dumping dirt on you nd no one person moved to say stop thatâs my Pops. I mean all I could do was look on nd in my head I was yelling at you to get up nd tell em to stop pouring dirt on you
Yeah I got a record deal, Put out a single, got on MTV base top ten chart, all in 2019. 2018 was rough though. But who am I kidding, uâre overseeing everything innit? Lol. uâre one tricky man, uâve always been a tricky man. Look here, the past few months have been crazy though.
I miss having someone to call my Dad and my Dad alone. No one calls me son anymore. No one calls me Lekan the way you do
See I remember that day, I watched them clean you, dress you, like strangers were in your room and you didnât even move an inch.
See I remember that day, I watched them clean you, dress you, like strangers were in your room and you didnât even move an inch.
Seemed like a crazy ass movie tbh... I know you saw me crying, u did, didnât you? I mean I stood there crying... thinking Iâll never hear u talk again, knowing Iâll never see your face again. Itâs crazy, but whyâd u go though? Like I wasnât even signed yet and u left. Why though?
Iâm trying to understand it. Lol.. I canât even come close to rationalizing any of it. I heard your voice though, on your Wifeâs phone. She misses you a lot too. We were going through her phone and we found a voice recording of you guys talking. I bet she listens to it everyday.
Iâm loosing a lot of my energy and I need you to help me with that. Mum is kinda sick too... Iâm gonna be very mad at you if anything happens to her. Like this are the things I need from you right now. Like this is the first time Iâm asking you for anything since you left.
Well... Rest In Peace Dad. I know you know how I feel. Iâm sorry for the things I didnât get to say. I really really really really miss you a lot.
I asked you to get up on that day but apparently thatâs beyond your power. But look after Mum please, help me to take care of her please. I really need you to come through for me. If you need to go meet God or Allah or whoever is up there to beg, go do it please.
